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Saturday, September 29, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

Saw this at coffee bean, ha.

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To you.

i know im weird, i cant get used to too much care.

I will feel frustrated, feel like im being controlled.

Maybe you dont feel that way, but i do.

I'm sorry for not trying hard enough.

But i did try, maybe im just used to being alone.

Not that i dont need friends, maybe just not care for me so much.

Im not use to it. Thanks for everything. Presents.. care.. & much more things.

I would not forget the memories, 6 months of love. :-*

Lastly, sorry for not being able to be the friend you're looking for.

The one who care alot and all . I've failed.

But i think theres someone else for you to treasure more , the one who will be there for you anytime , anywhere without fail. Treat her better then last time / now, she need the care & love more then i do. Dont quarrel with her every now & then over small matters. Whatever she does is for your own good. Maybe i'm no one to say all these, but ya. ,_,

Just recall and Think about everything she had done for you. Definately alot alot.

I hope we'll still remain as friends. :)

To another you.

Thanks for saying me just now, i know my self-esteem is low. Very very low.

I make friends online, fell for people i nvr meet before.

Maybe i'm just afraid of facing the reality. But its just they way i live.

& i know i've been spending alot of money on irrelavent stuffs like phone bill.

But im alrdy trying to cut it down, im really trying. From a $1k+ bill due to outgoing calls.

It has lessen down from $200 per month to $100 per month.

I know its still very very high. But i think time is need to change?

Time heals every heart every thing . I may not mean anything to you, but i really had fun going out with you last time. I've learnt many things from you.

& i'm glad that i once had you as my close friend. I'm always still a call away to hear you cry :X!

Takecare of your health? & get well soon.

To one more you.

You have your own problems, i have mine too. I wont force you to say what is it that you dont dare to face , but i'm willing to hear it anytime. & face it tgt with you.

I know the day will come. ily.

Some messages to people. Will not be going out alrdy.

Stay @ home and study myself . [:

Monday having Geog & Math paper1 . Jiayou jiayou jiayou!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE can do it , 4C WOOSH.

4D & 4E woosh too, haha. But softer :D

4C WOOSH!!!!!!! 4d & 4e woosh....

LOL crap.

K BYE [:

ps: Can i request you to have more orginailty ? Yes you. *Points.

Posted @ {6:37 PM}

Surrounded by despair.♥

♠ ♣ ♦

HI [: Yesterday was farewell assembly for the sec4 express & sec5s. ]: Sad until die because I'm suppose to graduate this year too. But i dropped from express to NA, therefore next year then graduate IF I'm able to clear my Nlvl. 3 best subjects 10 points. Man, no confidence. ]: The school hall was hot and stuffy yesterday, damn squeeze and noisy. Because theres a whole row of sec3 NT Malay girls behind my class. I don't think it will be that noisy if its a row of express Malay girls lor? Not i wanna look down on NT people, but since you all cant make it academically (fact, if not you'll not be in NT), then don't make a fool out of yourselves? Just keep quiet and watch the ceremony cannot? Must talk & talk & talk? Mofos. I dont see why the malay boys can shut up malay girls cannot. -roll eyes.

I did this :x sorry horsey .

After that went Jp with neeko&louise. Went coffee bean to eat mud pie (again) & Snapple :D I fell in love with Snapple!!! ♥.♥ yaaaaa after that went toy'r'us to walk around & made the art thingy. I made letter P , B :D & a ♥ shape. Nicenicenicenicenicenicenicenice. Then still early & i don't feel like going home. So we cabbed down to Imm daiso to get boxes to put my things. Bought a yellow Chicky box to put my ♥letters!!! Then we bought E-doughnuts to eat, very nice! -grin. Hehhhhhhhehhhhhhh, had fun slacking with neeko&louise :D That's about it.

Today having tuition. Then maybe go study at pioneer mall with them again. Oh anyway, i bought these. I don't know what are they called. Jelly babies? Baby jellies? Whatever lah, they grow ! I bought them for fun :l

YESTERDAY

TODAY!

Stupid jelly stuffs. bye.

NOW, MUG UNTIL WE DIE & DECOMPOSE. JIAYOU!

Labels: byebye my graduated friends. ]:

Posted @ {10:44 AM}

Thursday, September 27, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

Good times coming to an end.

& now we're all out by ourselves, study study study is the only thing now. For 1 week & im free to playplayplay. All the best to all.

Hello. Today's the last day of offical school day.

Tmr is farewell assembly for the sec4 express , NormalT & sec5 students.

Saddening...

4C , we must work hard [: Doesnt mean that we're the last NA class, we're lousy.

nononono! Esp vivien, zhelun, roy peh, jojo, kelvin, choonseng and zhiyang, must jiayou.

No matter after nlvl , how we score , where we go. We still had fun tgt in class right.

Gooooooooood memories, had fun sitting at the back with you all [:

Jiayou, believe that we can means we can? ha. hope so...

4D ppl jiayou too. All the best.

Blog after nlvl. Good luck to all those taking nlvl , streaming, end-of-year exam.

&olvl mock exams.

Bye.

NOTE:

I WANT THIS PHONE. NICE UNTILL DIE.

Posted @ {2:57 PM}

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

PEGGYCHIA,HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Hihihihihihihihihihihihihi, finally got things to blog about exclude exam stuffs.

Today morning uncle drove me to school, went by pioneer north.

So that i can alight at the back gate bus stop. Since i reached there at about 7am which is fking early, i sat at the bus stop to rot & wait for vivien they all to come.

I don't know why, somehow our DM saw me & Nicole i thinkkkkkk.

Then during assembly while sending my class back to class,

in the mic, she said ''PEGGY CHIA , BLAHBLAHBLAH DONT STAND AT THE BUSSTOP WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND ONLY STEP IN AT 715AM BLAHBLAHBLAH.''

LOL!!!!! thats fking embarrassing okay. In front of almost the whole school.

Then all those around me will like *turn & laugh.

Then ltr when we're out of the hall, the people around me will like mimic.

And start ''PEGGY CHIA PEGGY CHIA'' . MAN....! grow up.

LOL!!! kkkkkkkkk enough. Just something embarrassing to share.

Preparing for my nlvl! Starting on this coming monday.

wish me luck please!!!! i wanna go sec5 for the sake of farewell assembly.

COS NOT FAIR IF I GO SHA TEC NEXT YEAR, I WANNA GO UP STAGE WITH RIBBON.

LOL!!!!! SICKENING.

very hyper now cos shijie is getting on my nerves.

he dowan friend me.

he say i act cute.

in school.

WHATEVER!!!!!!!!! STEPSTEP, HABBOX ACTACT.

LOL!!! SICKENING LAH BYE.

good luck to all taking exam tmr [: loves.

Posted @ {6:32 PM}

Saturday, September 22, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

NICE? {:

Hihihihihihi, this will be a very random post. Stayed at home today .
I'm sick again ]: down with slight fever & bad cough. Sadddddd.
Slept the whole day, actually going QQ's sis's 21st bday party.
But today's also my grandfather's birthday, furthurmore im down with a bad cough.
Not very nice to cough like dog at a grand bday party? haha. (sorry qq)

yea, didnt have tuition also. A week without tuition alrdy, damn worry about my nlvl.
1st oct having first paper, exclude those i've took in the sept holidays.
Man, dead worry. I seriously dont mind if i dont go sec5.
Cause i think i'll not be able to go into a poly after my olvl, some how have that bad feeling.
But i also dont want to go ite, i rather spend more money & go sha-tech.
Hope my parents can afford the school fee. [:

Happy weekends everybody , loves.

Ps: 1 month minus 1 day from today is what day?! HAHA. (you better know hor! )

Labels: so in love with your smell :(

Posted @ {5:40 PM}

Friday, September 21, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

1 MONTH AFTER TODAY IS WHAT DAY???

Hi, today's a happy day [: i shall stay happy till 12am then be sad.

School's fun today, grandfather drove me to school.

morning assembled at the quadrangle, goodness. Very very warm. -swears.

Went back to class , slacked all the way. Lessons was boring.

Babbie, me , roy , kelvin & choonseng shared a choco doughnut.

yi ren yi ~~ban~~ kou~ gan qing bu shan~ (LOL!!! 881 soundtrack. )

-roll eyes.

Recess ate chicken rice, someone's favourite. :D

then went back to class there to do some sun tanning & had math lesson.

Math lesson was fun with neeko, babbie & weizhao.

Did nth much thou, i just find it fun, HAAA HAAAAAA.

After school cabbed home as usual. Actually nth much happen today,

dont know why i so happy. Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ......

I ate the cakes alrdy, WOAHXZXZXZX fking nice i tell you!!!

i want the whole strawberry shortcake as my bday cake.

nobody buy for me, then i buy for myself. -smile.

anyway, what date is today??? 1 month after today is what day ???

YOU ALL BETTER KNOW I TELL YOU I TELL YOU, i will update my wishlist more.

-laughs like witch.

KKK, i know i owe alot ppl bday present, im getting them after my nlvl.

Which is 5th oct! SO WAIT OK, dont say i suck ]: -looooooooooks at ralvin. Retreat!!!

K BYE [:

Labels: everything will be alright, if you fake a smile.

Posted @ {2:39 PM}

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

My nlvl books, chio not? LOL.

MEEEEEEEEGOD, HELLO!!! [: i went school today!

Finally finally finally , but was coughing like dog in school ]:

School was fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, gossiped with zhelun & babbie in class .

LOL, zhelun is another sanba. -SMILE.

After school went lot1 with vivien, estee, neeko & louise :D

Went to collect our nose sharperner from the post office, imported from taiwan.

Make my nose sharp sharp, then i can use it to cut things. _l_

Had lunch at mac, ate McSpicy, GOODNESS, i swear i dont wana eat it anymore.

SO FKING SPICY ]: it lives up to its name man.

Ok after that went to roam around, neeko & louise bought me a cake each!!! (thankyou)

Goooooodness, louise bought me strawberry shortcake, neeko bought me choco obsession .

Its the cake's name , nice hor horhor. & babbie bought me half of a chocolate doughnut. (hehe)!!!

eat finish, FAT DIE. But.. people buy for me, if nvr eat very bu shang lian. (give excuse to eat)

HAHAAAAAA HOHOOOOO KK cannot eat, i cough like dog alrdy.

Eat somemore will cough like dinosaur.

after that cabbed home . ltr MAYBE meeting louise, neeko & jacq at pioneermall.

kk goodbye :D

taktaktak :D

Labels: sickening..., stop pestering me la, walau.

Posted @ {2:25 AM}

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

“Hello dear,” is what I’ll say when I hear your voice,

though I'm waiting for the ring, Still after hours,

The earth has been shadowed by the moon, and all of my calls have came and gone, and you’re the only one who hasn't thought about the lonely girl on the other side of the phone.

The room has been lonesome from noise for so long,

Even If I don’t hear you I guess its not worth crying because another day,

I’ll just wait by my phone’s side and expect your call.

And if I don’t hear a sound

It will be just fine, because I will wait for your call and I know some time, you will be right there,

to say how was your day, or something else, any thing you want

as long as it’s to me.

So, anytime you want, I'm waiting for your call.

Hi hi, can anyone understand the thing on top? LOL ]:

anyway I'm sick again again. Didn't go school for the 3rd day already.

Sad, i very much want to go back please ]: I miss school.

I hate the loneliness at home , nobody care , nobody believe that I'm really sick.

Now I'm alone at home waiting for the night to come.

At least my mom believes & are, unlike my mom's mom.

Who went out to find her friend & bring our maid i don't know for what.

Nabeh.

Ya back to the topic, i miss school.

I miss everyone in school ]: i miss Betty chow's nagging, JOKExxx.

Kk whatever, i just miss everything & everyone & everyevery. Lol -.-

Its only 9.44am now ]; I'm feeling very lonely.

Don't know wheres babbie ]: In school or what? I miss you :-*

Ben's having exam ]: Cannot msg. [good luck] I miss you too.

Mom's working, cannot chat with me. ]:

School/classmates are in school ]: cannot chat with me either.

I miss everyone, I'm being a baby here i know!!!

Ranting none stop, BUT i really miss school ]:

-whines.

LOL!!! KKK ignore me , I'm going to study now. Since i miss 3 days of lessons . (DIE)

Chem chem chem , anyone free can call my house & chat with me.

Hand phone got radiation, ltr my brain spoil. (HAHAHA)

Kkk, or sms me. Bye bye .

ps: babbie where are you :(

ooooooohhhh, i miss Babbie B. :D

Labels: Tak tak tak .

Posted @ {9:55 AM}

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

HI [: today's a great day! Slept for many many hours & many many times.
Say me pig lor, say la , i know you wana say it. SAY LA!!!!! _l_
LOL!!!!! agitated. [:
kkkk, didnt go school today,(again). Cause wasnt feeling well . (again)
Im still having headache now ]: Hope tmr will recover & go back to school.
I know you all miss me, hehehe dont lie~ LOLLLLLLL.
WHATEVER LAH , goodbye!

ps: anyone know where to get not-budget-looking pikachu shirts? ]: I dowan pasa malam ones lah!

Posted @ {5:35 PM}

Monday, September 17, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

ELMO+SPIDERMAN=LOVE.

Hello hello, just now that blog was brief. So i decided to type a longer post.
Errr, Didnt went school today. So was vivien, both of us were sick. We didnt 'pon' -.-
Went to see doctor just now alone, the weather was a killer. HOTHOT&HOTHOTHOT!
Man, how i wish singapore snows. Even if it snows forever. I dont mind looking like a bigger ball in those thick clothings. Haaaahaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaa. -Bloats up.

Kk, then there was two female malaysians there. They were like looking at me laughing @ idontknowwhat. Maybe laughing at themselves unable to afford my Bag or laughing for they nvr see jersey before, cause they simply couldnt afford to print-name-on-shirts. Stupid. Of cos i unhappy lah, they i stare at them & keep rolling my eye. Then they mumble what watch out when i was walking away. Stupid factory workers. JI sickening YI XIA. (LOL).
No offence to nice malaysians. [: ( Very little)

Then i went seven-eleven to buy Oct's cleo. Read finish alrdy, not very nice leh. Dissapointed in Oct's cleo, Boo ]: Rolled home after that. Still having headache now. ]: Man, the feeling suckkk. Anyway i wanna buy Sony Cyber shot T200 digital cam, the red colour one! Very nice .

Yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa pretty thing. Hm, maybe not going back to school tmr. See how. Cause headaches are really _l_!!! Babbie get well soon [:

Anyway no tuition today!!! Happyness -praise the lord. HA. -.-

Oi, Tmr sec4 assemble where for ref-up ??? Hall or quadrangle???

Tell leh, or else tmr i go school blur blur go sit with lower-sec how. -roll eye.

Kkk whatever , tell me where !!!!!!!!!!! in tag board. Or if got heart, msg me. HA.

Bye [:

tell me what to do now, to get you back.

Labels: I dont dare to bathe. ]:

Posted @ {5:35 PM}

Surrounded by despair.♥

KK LIKE HI HI HI , i didnt go school today. Yea. Was ill in the morning. I've got MC! dont worry you wont see me at the detension area anymore. HAHAAHA, anyway thats 2 pic of my window. Haha childish like child. -.- Kkkkkk anyway i let down my curtain all the time. So i dont get to see the stickers. I bought them @ daiso. BYEBYE. anyway porky hang nv go school also. we're really sick! Incase ltr tmr some moron will like : Eh pon hor? STUPID............ bye.

I LOVE NATHAN, HAHAHA.

Posted @ {1:25 PM}

Sunday, September 16, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.
You attract unstable people!
You attract models!
You attract artsy people!
You attract geeks!
You attract rednecks!
What type of person do you attract? Quizzes for MySpace

You are 37% Bittch!

Well about half way there to becoming a full out Bittch! It won't be long now! I think you have a little devil and little angel in you! Right now there are fighting! Maybe the devil will win and you will be a big Bittch!

How much of a B*tch Are you?
Create MySpace Quizzes

How will I die? Your Result: You will die in a car accident. Please, continue to buckle up, and try not to speed. More likely than not, it will happen very randomly and quickly. Occasionally, this result stands for death in a plane crash. Do not fear transportation. Avoid becoming a hermit, you cannot escape fate.
You will die in a nuclear holocaust.
You will die from a terminal illness.
You will be murdered.
You will die of boredom.
You will die while having sex.
You will die in your sleep.
You will die while saving someone's life.
How will I die? Create a Quiz

LOL LIKE HI, IM BORED. :D

Posted @ {5:09 PM}

Saturday, September 15, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

prawns for steamboat today ]: -Guilty.

they are not dead yet.

Posted @ {9:14 PM}

Surrounded by despair.♥

I want these ]:

Here to blog about yesterday. School was fine. Forget everything alrdy.

LOL. Errrrr. After school went home to bathe & change with nicole & louise.

Then we went JP to buy our own stuffs. I bought a sunflower for vivien [: (to be continued...)

We ate at coffee bean :D i ate mud pie & drank caramel ice blend.

DAMN NICE! -thumbs up. LOL.

then we went to print photos , popular then toy'r'us. *looks at neeko&louise guiltyly.

KKK LOL, then they came my house for steamboat .

Vivien & QQ was there too, then we eat lorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Nvr take photo ]: Cause very moody while eating.

Then after that conf with joanne & darren.

Joanne very kaopeh i tell you i tell you, 38 yi ge. LOL -smile.

Then called XXX . LOVELOVE!!!!!! -heart beat beats till maximum.

Ltr having tuiton, byebye. LOL.

Happy 6months 1 day babbie!!! Thankyou for the rose & CARD :D

I love you porky!

Posted @ {11:17 AM}

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

Fatigued ...

This is the only thing for entertainment on my study desk now.
Its a ipod loud speaker, it cost me $70. Whore.

Heyyyyyyy, schools fine today.
During the 1st two periods which is chem, the back row of people kept shaving hair.
LOL, cause vivien bought her shave eyebrow thing to school.
Then the boys started shaving their arm/leg/facial hair.
Laugh untill die, then vivien helped me with the hair(s) on my arm-.-
& got said by Mr X & asked to do a stupid action. (put both hands on our hair).
we didnt do cause it really look stupid, he says its to prevent us from touching eachother.
-roll eyes.

The top pictures was taken in socialstudies class.
We were watching movie in the history room.
Vivien & i were seated very far apart from the rest.
Harharhar, so we lifted out legs and rest them on 2 empty chairs.
Rotttttttttttttttttttttttttt for 1 hour & went back to class.
For physics, shaved hair again. (LOL)
Then choonSeng kept using the 'shaver' to di siao david by trying to shave his botak hair .
David was totally irritated by him. -smile.

After school vivien & estee walked me to the busstop & i cabbed home.
Having tuition @ 6pm ltr, tiredddddddddddd dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Nlvls' nearing & i haven start any form of revision yet.
So dead .

See.... Left so many paper. (high lighted ones)
about 3 more weeks & im off to shopping.
Goodluck for all Nlvl/Olvl/Alvl/Uni exams?/Sec2 streaming&PSLE candidates.

Q&A from Shijie (pork head).

1. Who are your Idols (List 3) ?
Ella, Selina & hebe.

2. Where is your favourite Shopping Center?
Boonlay shopping center, LOL!!!!!!!!!!

3. What is your favourite subject in your current institution/college?
English.

4. Who is your favourite model (List 1)?
Tyra Banks, She's damn hot!!!
- (SO WHAT!!! SO WHAT!!!! ) LOL^%&%^$

5. What is your ambition (Life-Long)?
Boss of my own-brand shop . -smile

6. What is your favourite musical (List 3)?
Not interested.

7. Which country do you wish to live in the most?
Taiwan (same as shijie) LOL -.-

8. Which season do you like the most?
Winter , so that i can wear thick thick clothes & look fatter.

9. What is your must-go shop when you visit the mall?
Seven-eleven (7-11) . LOL!!!

10. What is your favorite Television Program (List 2)?
Campus superstar & Red star awards. -.-!!!

Thank you... Please get 5 peoples to do this survey...
1. Vivien
2. Ben
3. Joanne
4. Estee
5. You

Bye [:
ps : is phone bill that important...?

Posted @ {3:32 PM}

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

HI, this will be a random post. You all are allowed to ignore this. LOL.

Schools fine today, nth to blog about.

Going either giant or sheng song with neeko ltr, she buying ingredients for bento box tmr.

ok bye, told you very random, still dont believe want to read.

TOOPIT, LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! woo woo woo please box me, i very kiampa.

-rolls off happily.

Posted @ {2:57 PM}

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall,

Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.

All the King's horses, And all the King's men

Couldn't put Humpty together again!

Hihi, i still cant dont-blog. I will always feel funny if i dont blog what happened in school today.

Even if its nothing much, i still want to blog. LOL.

Today morning watched cross county'07 video for ref-up. Due to the wet weather.

Its pretty nice , except it doesnt include the upper sec girls. (WHY HUH?)

kkk, after that had chinese lesson. Which i dont see the need leh???

Nlvl also finish alrdy, they should like remove English , chinese & SS from our curriculum time lor?

Wasting our time lazing and chatting around. -pui

Maybe teachers will say we can revise our other subjects.

But, WILL WE? (no....)

Recess ate potato salad made by estee , its nice. Thankyouuuuuuuuu.

Tmr is lulu's turn, -smile smile smile !!!

During Chem lesson, Mr X made us play some game-like thing.

Then the saddam go push me to the board to paste some stupid paper , STUPID DAMMISH!!!

Hope he trip & fall over his long legs, HAHAHA.

i hate people to push me okay, so hard somemore. -roll eyes.

After school QQ waited for us @ backgate, she made a egg roll thing.

Nice nice nice nice nice & nice nice ! But only a piece ]: kiam siap ]:

LOL!!! kidding la leh lor hor . Thankyou QQ :] !!!

kkk btw I wanna get this Acer Aspire Gemstone notebook. Its damn nice lor!!!

The speaker damn nice, & the whole notebook is damn cool.

Dont you think so? Unlike those weird coloured pink or baby blue notebooks/laptops.

They are a total turn off, -.- Ugly & look like plastic. Digustinggggggggggg.

i think if i own one , i will give it to my baby cousin to slam it.

using a pink / baby blue laptops digust me. -Smile!!!

I know im a girl, but i hate pink & babyblue the most. SAD.

girls should all lurbee piiNkx wOrRrhs!?

Its a digusting colour. I admit i liked it before.

But, Pink & baby blue stuffs really make me feel sick NOW!!!

SO! save save save ! Saving money in progress, please donate some if possible.

Kk byebye [: Tmr is Wednesday worrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Westwood bytes is home @ westwood yay yay. I love home @ westwood.

K for non-westwoodians, its class meeting. LOL!!!

BYEBYE IM SO DAMN RANDOM.

heart shaped $10 notes are love!

save save save ! mum's the best !

LOL!!! shop&save advertisement.

Posted @ {3:45 PM}

Saturday, September 8, 2007

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really really really really really LAST POST BEFORE NLVL.

Hi hi !!! yesterday went imm with vivien, QQ & estee. [:

had lunch at ajisen, not very nice.

Then we went daiso , took many many things. As usual.

After that went my hse for steamboat .

then we chatted alotalot.

vivien gambled with my father & won $50+ again.

then they went home.

Anway my comp died , cause... LOL i go slam the cpu. Ok whatever.

Im using my dad's comp. & Wont be online untill end of nlvl.

My comp died at the right time. Hee!! -.-

Having tuition ltr, so byebyebye [:

Gdluck to all those who are taking nlvl & olvl & alvl & psle .

LOL.

cannot forget me hor you. ]:

i will pluck off all ur hair. ]:

muack.

Posted @ {6:59 PM}

Friday, September 7, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

HEY YO HEY YO (ba luo buo) , LOL!!! translated in english is pluck carrot.

HAHAHAHA , gossiping with && in msn now. We're using those msn emoticons to talk.

LOL damn fun ! Then we name people with those emoticons & started insulting them in our person msgs. Kkk show you all pictures incase you cant get wth am i saying about.

the two nicks in the red boxes are joanne & i . HAHA. Understand better now?

kk whatever , so random . Haha. -.-

did nothing much today, sleep & eat & sleep & eat. I'm a pork. HAHAHAHA -.-

babbie is pork1, im pork2 [: LOL random~

errrrrrrrrr, had tuition today. Wasnt able to focus -.- Due to just-wake-up.

Goodness, my english has ~~deproved~~ . Theres no such word, the correct word to use is ?

Band3 students! The correct word is ????? Ms Fong taught us before one .

The correct word is!!!! ????????? -.-

k whatever, im entertaining myself. The correct word is deterioriate. LOL!!!

(you can dont read if you cant stand me)

-play piano suddenly.

Kk continue , i had tuition today. Then after that went to jog for 30mins & watched tv.

Tmr going to buy things with vivien , QQ & estee [:

kk this post is damn random , heeheehee. BYEBYEBYE.

Posted @ {10:37 PM}

Thursday, September 6, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

Have I ever told you

that if I sit really still and silent,sometimes.

I wish i can hear your heart beating

in time with mine?

Have I ever told you

that when I watch you speak to me

through lines and cords,

and bytes and ram,

I imagine your voice,whispering into my ear?

Have I ever told you

that I wait out each day

in anticipation,wanting

only an hour or two,

just a second in space and time,

to feel close to you?

Have I ever told you

that sometimes,I will reach out,

touching your name on this cold screen before me,

wishing I could reach in and pull you to me?

Have I ever told you

that there has been times,

when I ached for you, ached for you so badly,

that the emotions overwhelmed me..

and so I sat and cried for hours?

Have I ever told you

that after the first time I heard

the sound of your voice,

thousands of miles away,

I sat up all night,turning the conversation over and overin my mind,

examining it,like some newly discovered object?

Have I ever told you

that I would give everything up,

just for one night to be able to lay near you,

to feel your chest rise and fall

with each breath you take,just to know that you are real?

Have I ever told you

that I dream of you often,

dreaming of you reaching out

and touching my hand,

simply to let me know

that you are there,and everything is okay?

Have I ever told you?

Posted @ {10:13 AM}

Surrounded by despair.♥

Thankyou neeko [: ily.

Goodmorning, its been long i stay up so late to use comp.

Talking to Johnnieee now, going to sleep soon i guess.

Cant take it alrdy, im getting older each day ]:

goodbye.

ps: Go read ur blog draft.

Posted @ {2:43 AM}

Wednesday, September 5, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

dry your tears, with love.

Had english paper today [: was alright. I did cried a little before entering the exam room, cause i was damn stress. But i think no one seen it :D anyway I did focus & finished in within the time given.

I think can pass? dont know, its over anyway. No point thinking about it anymore. Now must work hard for the rest of the subjects. Huat ar!!!!!!!! good luck to all [:

After paper went home & change . Met neeko , louise , vivien ,estee and qq for lunch+dinner. Ate sakae buffet, haha . We did many many horrible things there.

1. Eating red plated sushis which are not inculded in the buffet.

(we brought home the red plates ) , HAHA.

2. Bringing back home manymanymany sushi as its buffet, and we cant eat much.

( aunty behaviour exposed )

3. We didnt pay & walked off .

( most horrible of all )

Hope sakae workers dont blog hop, hahahahaha. Aiya had much fun there [:

eat untill bloated, then went to watch evan almighty. Nice show.

after that went home, anyway thankyou louise for sending me home.

Louise bought me patrick starfish toy!!! Happiness. Thankyou [:

tmr maybe meeting babbie , goodbyeeeeeeeee.

i once dislike japanese songs,

cause i dont even know what the singer is singing about.

but, you make me change my point of view towards them.

& now im starting to love them.

i miss you.

Posted @ {11:34 PM}

Surrounded by despair.♥

Hello, does this teddy bear look sad? ]:

harhar , had nlvl chinese paper 1&2 yesterday, suck to the core lah.
I didnt have time to complete checking the words because i simply wrote too much-.-
then end up not having enough time to finish checking. Fail alrdy lor, dammit.
Someome is not like 1 or 2 words, its like 50 to 100 words. (im weak in chinese _l_ )
ya , paper2 was alright lor. -roll eyes. I hate chinese. One whole bunch of werid looking words.
so i pei fu those who are taking olvl chinese & those who aced their paper [:

Today had nlvl chinese listening paper, -.- dammit lor. My always-full-marks-for-listening gone!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cause theres a damn question having answers almost alike. WTF, cheap! low-class! LOL . whatever la , its over anyway. After that cabbed to cck with layteng-.- , went vivien house to slack while waiting for the 2nd paper to start which is SS. I dont know why is there a need for that 5 hours break inbetween lor hor. Its a total waste of time!!!!!!
had lunch at sunshine place & estee came and join us. [: Took bus to school for the SS paper.
Its alright lor, i didnt study. Heng theres question from sec3 textbook which i can still memorise from last year. I have a good brain. LOL [[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[:
we were given 1hour30mins, i slept for 30mins, did sourcebase qn for 45mins, -.- & 15mins for the sectionB. Tired leh, they shld not put paper in the afternoon. Dont on the damn air-con somemore. Wtf is the air-con for if they dowan to use? FINE , not for us to use. Then dont let us have exam there la? Damn tiring you know? To climb to 4th floor every morning-.- when i'm used to 1st floor classroom alrdy . Stupiddddddddd, twittttttttttt, dim-witteddddddddd, dimmmmmm, dumbbbbbbbb, nut caseeeeeeeeeee .

after exam went kennys cafe there to buy drinks, chatted for awhile then went home. Mom wanted me to be home early . Cause theres english paper tmr, once i fail it means ITE. Although i dont really have faith in myself, i still want to pass & go sec5 ]: I want a olvl cert !!! *weep.
So, all of you not taking nlvl tmr please give me ur luck. You dont need them , at most fall down while walking or kena bird shit while walking under trees. Its better then me failing & going ITE right!!! You all want me go ITE ? ]: dowant right............. THEREFORE, give me ur lucks.
HAHAHAH as if got use -roll eyes. Anway just give me moral support lah k ?
GOODBYE [: ily ily ily.

Posted @ {6:06 PM}

Sunday, September 2, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:
- Get into sec5 with 9 points & below.
- Memoriable birthday celebration.
- Get my wishlist all cancled asap.
- Lose weight please-.-
- panda eye to be gone. ]:

Answer the following questions:
The person who tagged you is: Vivien hang babbie! [:
Your relationship with her is : She's my owner / babbie & bf [: We're complicated,HAHA.
Your 5 impressions of her: Sickening, cute, caring, noisy, lovable [: -roll eye after typing.
The most memorable thing she had done for you: cheering me up when im sad :D
The most memorable words she had said to you: i love you [:
If he/ she becomes your lover, you will: i will commit sucide :D
If he/ she becomes your lover, things he/ she has to improve on will be: learn to keep quiet when im reading book. :D
If he/ she becomes your enemy, you will: Ignore her lar? You talk to your enemy one meh. Stupid question, hehehee.
If he/ she becomes your enemy, the reason will be: Too noisy when im reading book. HAHA!!
The most desired thing you want to do for him/ her now is: Learn how not to be noisy when im reading book, HAHA-.- keep saying on this topic.
Your overall impression of him/ her is: HMMMMM, lovable :D
How do you think people around you will feel about you? : Weird???
The characteristic (s) you love of yourself is /are: Errrr, being weird. HEHEHE.
the characteristic (s) you hate of yourself is/ are: Lazy ]:
The most ideal person you want to be is: Hebe :D
For people that care and like you, say something to them: Thanks for liking me [:

Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. Vivien hang [babbie]
2. Joanne [38]
3. Ben [ben]
4. Estee [binbin]
5. Ho xiao yin [Hoho]
6. Shijie [shijie]
7. Louise [lulu]
8. Yvonne [NoobHo]
9. Chien ying [QQ]
10. Nicole [neeko]

Who is No. 6 having a relationship with? [shijie]
- Me [: LOL!!! joke. I dont know.

Is No. 9 a female or male?[QQ]
- Female [:

If No. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?[lulu & neeko ]
- NO!!! neeko is mine.

How about No. 8 and 5? [NoobHo & hoho]
- Not bad? they cousin.

What is No.2 studying about? [38]
- Hm, i think its tamil.

When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3? [Ben]
- currently msging. [:

What kind of music band does No. 8 like? [noobho]
- rubberband LOL!!!!! -smile

Does No. 1 has any siblings? [babbie]
- Yes, a brother [:

Will you woo No. 3? [Ben]
- Currently wooing, LOL!!!! -smile.

How about No. 7? [lulu]
- No, im devoted to number3. LOL!!! -smile.

Is No. 4 single? [Binbin]
- No, im attached to her. LOL!!!!!

What's the surname of No. 5? [hoho]
- HO [:

What's the name of No. 10? [neeko]
- Nicole belle chan xiao yu [: Long right!!!! -smile.

What's the hobby of No. 4? [binbin]
- Putting her hands on my leg and using my school skirt to cover it, LOL!!! *EXPOSE.

Do No.5 and 9 get along well? [hoho&QQ]
- Ya not bad i guess.

Where is No. 2 studying at? [38]
- kranji sec [:

something casually about No. 1[babbie]
- Noisy when im reading book. HAHAH!!!! Still saying on this topic.

Have you tried developing feelings for No. 8? [noobHo]
- no sorry. LOL!!!!!!!!!!

Where does No. 9 live at? [QQ]
- opposite westwood sec [:

What colour does No. 4 likes? [Nicole]
- BABY BLUE, LOL!!!!!!!!!!!! sick. Kidding. i dont know :X!!! no specific colour?

Are No. 5 and 1 best friends? [babbie & Hoho]
- Once? ]':

Does No. 7 likes No. 2? [ Lulu & 38]
- they duno each other :D

How do you get to know No. 2? [38]
- Through habbo the stupid dumb online game. LOL!!!

Does No. 1 have any pets? [babbie]
- YA ME, her damn cute dog. LOL!!!!!!

Is No. 6 the sexiest person in the world? [ shijie]
- No, brad pitt is more sexy. -guilty face.

OKAY FINISH, HAHAA, NO OFFENCE KKKKKK, THE ABOVE ANSWERS.
HMM, TMR IS NLVL CHINESE PAPER1&2, IM GOING CRAZY READING
CHINESE STUFFS FOR THE WHOLE DAY!!!!!!!!!!!! -GRAB UR HAIR & SWING.
BYE [: WISH ME LUCK, MUACKS.

Posted @ {9:57 PM}

Saturday, September 1, 2007

Surrounded by despair.♥

Happy birthday ben [: ilyyyyyyyyyy.

HI, finally can online & blog. Why i use the word finally? Cause mom plugged off my mouse.

stupiddddddddddddddddddddd. Hmm, didnt go school on friday, cause its teacher's day celebration. Which i dont see the need of going. :] and anway i was ill that day. So i slept the whole day. Slept 4 times, then @ night cannot sleep -.-

Today morning woke up & did chinese compos, do untill i wanna die. Doing chinese stuffs totally killed 78347854832092034822344239042342390 of my brain cells!!! I really cannot do chinese laaaaaa, walau aye. Im like a spastic when i do formal chinese stuffs, like oral and compo. I really write dumb stuffs lor ]: or speak like a dummy. Aiya whatever la i dont know what am i talking about [SUMMARY : i hate chinese . ]

anyway i finished the book. Fatal seduction? yeye that book. Damn nice. I read the last page i jitao cry ]: heart very pain also. Cause....... [go read urself]

& thats the yellow bearbear & pink bearbear bento box i bought last week. Very cute horrrrrrrrrrr, & those yellow chopsticks.

-smile.

okok , goodluck to all those who are taking nlvl this coming monday , muacks.

byebye.

i love it when you call,

but you didn't call at all.

Posted @ {9:38 PM}