Saturday, September 29, 2007
Surrounded by despair.♥
Saw this at coffee bean, ha.
& 
To you.
i know im weird, i cant get used to too much care.
I will feel frustrated, feel like im being controlled.
Maybe you dont feel that way, but i do.
I'm sorry for not trying hard enough.
But i did try, maybe im just used to being alone.
Not that i dont need friends, maybe just not care for me so much.
Im not use to it. Thanks for everything. Presents.. care.. & much more things.
I would not forget the memories, 6 months of love. :-*
Lastly, sorry for not being able to be the friend you're looking for.
The one who care alot and all . I've failed.
But i think theres someone else for you to treasure more , the one who will be there for you anytime , anywhere without fail. Treat her better then last time / now, she need the care & love more then i do. Dont quarrel with her every now & then over small matters. Whatever she does is for your own good. Maybe i'm no one to say all these, but ya. ,_,
Just recall and Think about everything she had done for you. Definately alot alot.
I hope we'll still remain as friends. :)
To another you.
Thanks for saying me just now, i know my self-esteem is low. Very very low.
I make friends online, fell for people i nvr meet before.
Maybe i'm just afraid of facing the reality. But its just they way i live.
& i know i've been spending alot of money on irrelavent stuffs like phone bill.
But im alrdy trying to cut it down, im really trying. From a $1k+ bill due to outgoing calls.
It has lessen down from $200 per month to $100 per month.
I know its still very very high. But i think time is need to change?
Time heals every heart every thing . I may not mean anything to you, but i really had fun going out with you last time. I've learnt many things from you.
& i'm glad that i once had you as my close friend. I'm always still a call away to hear you cry :X!
Takecare of your health? & get well soon.
To one more you.
You have your own problems, i have mine too. I wont force you to say what is it that you dont dare to face , but i'm willing to hear it anytime. & face it tgt with you.
I know the day will come. ily.
Some messages to people. Will not be going out alrdy.
Stay @ home and study myself . [:
Monday having Geog & Math paper1 . Jiayou jiayou jiayou!
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE can do it , 4C WOOSH.
4D & 4E woosh too, haha. But softer :D
4C WOOSH!!!!!!! 4d & 4e woosh....
LOL crap.
K BYE [:
ps: Can i request you to have more orginailty ? Yes you. *Points.
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