Thursday, October 18, 2007
Surrounded by despair.♥
Emoemoemoemoemoemoemo.
Hello, my birthday's in 3 days time. Im suppose to be happy & excited.
But somehow i'm not. This shouldnt happen.
Birthday is the only day i'll be treated differently (i guess).
But whywhywhy i'm not feeling that way this year?
I was still excited & all last month, as my birthday is nearing, the exciment faded.
Maybe as someone grow older, birthday is not a big thing anymore.
Hur, whatever it is . Doesnt matter. I just wana go kbox on my birthday.
Presents & parties doesnt matter anymore.
A just wana have a nicenice cake with 16 candles.
i'm finally sixteen, officially sixteen.
No more sneaking in to nv16 movie theaters anymore.
yay? -rolleyes.
Anyway, found these pretty things online .
But somehow i'm not. This shouldnt happen.
Birthday is the only day i'll be treated differently (i guess).
But whywhywhy i'm not feeling that way this year?
I was still excited & all last month, as my birthday is nearing, the exciment faded.
Maybe as someone grow older, birthday is not a big thing anymore.
Hur, whatever it is . Doesnt matter. I just wana go kbox on my birthday.
Presents & parties doesnt matter anymore.
A just wana have a nicenice cake with 16 candles.
i'm finally sixteen, officially sixteen.
No more sneaking in to nv16 movie theaters anymore.
yay? -rolleyes.
Anyway, found these pretty things online .
They are cakes :D so pretty. I wont bare to cut or eat them , if i have them as bday cake.
if . if . if . iffffffffffff.
Lulu & jacq are at my house baking currently.
I'm too lazy to bake]: Have been baking almost everyday since the day i bought my oven.
Yea, dont know where to go tmr. No money to go anywhere anyway. (lol)
Having slight fever now. Bye.......
Posted @ {8:30 PM}
